One of the hardest things about this disease and the treatment is the effect on the brain. Today I feel as if the brain is being squeezed by some large piece of machinery. Sometimes the effect is a headache beyond measure. Other times it is anxiety, hot flashes or rage. Really it just sucks! All the positive thinking in the world doesn't help when the brain is erratic and doesn't work as it is supposed to. I just wish I felt like myself today. I wish I could make a meal, finish taking my medicine, work on my "to-do" list and then later go to the lake with my friends. Do you hear that body? I hope you can grant me this request. I'll beg if I have to.
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