Life can be really hard. I can make a list of all the symptoms that I have and another list of all the challenges that I face or have recently faced. And yet another list of all the challenges my family faces. I can justify us all to be extremely angry and depressed. It would be completely just, but what good would that do?
What good does it do to prove that I am right? The doctors that didn't diagnose me for 16 years were wrong. The people that have hurt my family are wrong. My family members could make better choices to take care of themselves and make their lives smoother. I am in so much pain and have to force myself to work and pay the bills rather than get government assistance that I likely won't qualify for while we pay way too much money for insurance that doesn't cover much. What good does it do to lament and string a mala of discontent? None.
We all hear the one liners throughout our lives about looking on the bright side, cup half-full, think positive...blah blah blah. But, really, when the shit hits the fan in your life it is the only thing to do. It really doesn't help to justify your misery about all the woes in your life. Trust me...I have tried.
What helps? Well, I think just accepting what is and doing what is to be done to help when there is something that will help. And let go. And forgive. And smile. And laugh. And enjoy as best you can, through the pain and the challenges again and again. It is how it is. I don't know why this is the way it is, but I can't change it. Resistance is futile. I can accept and live fully or resist and be miserable. I think I will choose the former cause' the fruits are a little easier to swallow.
What good does it do to prove that I am right? The doctors that didn't diagnose me for 16 years were wrong. The people that have hurt my family are wrong. My family members could make better choices to take care of themselves and make their lives smoother. I am in so much pain and have to force myself to work and pay the bills rather than get government assistance that I likely won't qualify for while we pay way too much money for insurance that doesn't cover much. What good does it do to lament and string a mala of discontent? None.
We all hear the one liners throughout our lives about looking on the bright side, cup half-full, think positive...blah blah blah. But, really, when the shit hits the fan in your life it is the only thing to do. It really doesn't help to justify your misery about all the woes in your life. Trust me...I have tried.
What helps? Well, I think just accepting what is and doing what is to be done to help when there is something that will help. And let go. And forgive. And smile. And laugh. And enjoy as best you can, through the pain and the challenges again and again. It is how it is. I don't know why this is the way it is, but I can't change it. Resistance is futile. I can accept and live fully or resist and be miserable. I think I will choose the former cause' the fruits are a little easier to swallow.
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